"Muz keep believing in myself..&i noe i can go thru this ordeal..Perhaps, God has his own plans for me which is better for me..Amin.."

Work
+ More responsibilities
+ More things to remember
+ Am more outspoken &organized
+ Keep being ignorant about anyone hu wish 2 demoralise me

Social life
+ Decided to be alone at the moment

Spiritual life
+ Am in a dilemma &absolute uncertainty
+ Am praying for the light

Being nice is wrong..being serious is wrong..i think its time i should not rily care wat others think of me or how im suppose to act when im with them..i wanna be comfortable in my own opinions n take my stand..no Buts no more..Well, i guess im too forgiving tats y..ppl like those yayapapayas who think tat the whole world is controlled by them tend to take me (a small fly) foregranted..Yea~ i know they have higher qualifications so cherios to them..then again, to gain respect is to EARN it..They cnt possibly expect ppl to respect them if they dun spare a thought about their own responsibilities n their scope of work..undeniable true that, the higher u go..the more jobs u have..n u cnt possibly juz push work to those under u..To top it off, they will blame u if anything goes wrong..so its like a favour done for them in the end got backstabbed..Ouch! i hope from here i get to equipt myself to face more challenges in the real workforce..N a piece of advice for them: A leader is someone who leads to inspire others. Who's not self-centered &never turn their backs away from their fellowers..U noe wat, i so wanna shake hands with them after i gotten my position n to see their fake smiles..n im gonna tell them..this is the same person u have tugged n trashed..Now, im in par or better then u..n u bet, they have to somehow learn things from me..Karma will somehow do its job.. *all smiles*

Gosh! I so need to save &scringe every penny from now onwards..Since I'm no longer a govt. student..the transportation $ is rilly sucking up my wallet dry..Haha! Adding on to the fact tat recently, my appetite grew &it's downright hard to resist those yummy fries &other junkies..Well, firstly i tot since i'm working..its not too bad la..but then again..now i realize, every penny i forked out is from my own blood &sweat..Haha! &U see, i'm a worthless-can't-resist-the-temptation-2-shop kinda person soO00~~~ U noe wat i meann..But then again, i haf reasons for it..i mean look at my wardrobe..it rilly need a revamp! :P So yea..Its not tat my MOM n DadDy's gona take care of my clothes at this age right~ &i bought staple clothes not some high fashion rite..Yea n my MOM was kinda mad at me for shopping..Urgh~Guess, if im in the state of torn &tattered clothes..den she wanna take action? No way Mann..& not forgetting shoes! Like hELLOO..i nid shoes to walk..i cnt possibly juz wear slippers everytime..&& & & she didnt even realize tat!-_-!! So yea..&she grabbed hold of my passbook which she updates everytime n check out my flow of transaction(no privacy)..Errr..well, i did keep some $$ in some secret place which she noe nuts about..haha!!Mann..how can she ever stand me.. :P

Yea..lets juz stall time for awhile &peek into what's going on in my life..Took a day leave on Tues thanks to Mr.Pimple who choosed to irritate me on my forehead..The pain is really forgiving.. :( & i end up having a headache..Didn't know time flies like crazy, i actually slept for the whole day wishing i could sleep more..Wahaha..Anyways, Mr.Pimple choosed to be prominent for the whole Wed..&as expected, it was a conversation-opener &laughing stock at the same time.. *:P [Burrrghh~~Still waiting for the light to come..painstaking patience..]

My pretty bf is still stranded at camp..every wk..Urgh~ How dull.Manage to talk to him at nite n meet him during weekeends..tats gd enuf i guess..Hurrah to my 106 bucks bill 4 using mua pretty hp 2 phone him every nite n back from work..-_-!!

Anyhow, watch my wonderful dad on TV last night (Detik, Suria Channel)..He was like diggin' it all la..Basically, its an informative show which talks bout current issues..So my DADDY was sorta an ambassador for Energy Consumption..Haha! &he made his rounds w the MP Zainuddin..U bet, he was shy as a mouse &he dun wanna go home till after the program! -_=!!!

[Today is a Quote-Free Day..Live by ur Rules Everybody~~]

May Day! May Day! Wee~ Alas break for a day..How miserable for me as i'm still so weary &feeble..-_-!! Perhaps i need a longgg loongg really looong break where i can sleep &sleep..Haha!! Anyhow, i spent my short break by doing lots of things...quite irony as i'm still doing work(active) although im craving 4 sleep.. :P After teaching tuition in the morning..met my darling..When for wash &straightened mua hair..Not to forget him gawking at the sight of the hairdresser meddling with my crown of glory..Haha! Right~ as xpected $$ when flying for that (BUT it was a tough decision &i've decided to forgo the $ for it! :P) Fion is back looking all fresh & recharged! Unlike mua..*droooll..zzZZZZzz*..Oh well, hopefully this May will bring all lucks & a smooth journey..

::Quote of the Day::
"Journey ahead is tough only when you perceive it that way."