"Teens these days are getting more rebellious.."
"Friends are much highly regarded than parents as parents simply won't listen.."

Hmm..These quotations can be heard of frequently these days. I so agree. Splashed on papers and news are stories of all sorts of teenage deliquencies; crime, bullying, smoking and even rampant sex. Well, i'm not going to dwell on this issue (It's not GP my dears) But im just pondering..

Personally, i do have my rough days with my parents..err..more like my mom..cause my dad, his too weird too even care (not in the bad way). Well, i do love them to bits but at times there's simply no or lack of communication between us. Why? Certain issues i tried to iron out with them, they won't budge you see. As a 19-year-old, i use to think that i should have a say and my own human rights. I know this is hard especially for a girl like me. Not yet working..Not yet have a family of my own..n still depend on my parents for everything! However, the small voice in me is so persistent to speak up! No human being will ever feel satisfied if their views are not taken into account. Not yet consider. I mean with all due respect, please..at least listen..U never knew what ur child has to say before u began screaming and make judgements (for which they are not real)..I'm most sadden by this and disappointed..As mature adults,educated & all things brilliant, i think they should potray a better role model. I know they have their reasons for doing as such. As for my dad, his a cartoon..Amidst the noisy environment, he'll be sinking in the sofa watching TV or at times flying to dreamland. Weird. All he could say was "Chill..Everything will b fine tomorrow"..What?!

As usual, everything will be so "fine" the very next day. As if nothing has happened yesterday. Oh, Come on! U can't run away from reality. U see, some adults (not all i hope!) thought that if they shut their kids up, everything will be in control. The egoistic demon in them simply wanna prove their point that they are parents so LISTEN! Phhlzz, those tactics are way passe. In this modern times, we sit, talk, negotiate..what have u..

Perhaps, this is one of the underlying reason for the problems that society is facing now. Generation Gap. No communication. No trust. Well, i'm not sure myself..

[Keep Pondering]

Someone..Please enlighten me..

Lately, the world seems to go berserk.

The world = Back at home

Apparently, i simply couldn't understand the sudden mood changes that's happening to my mom.

Oh well, she's turning 50 soon...which means...she's undergoing MENOPAUSE??!!

I guess it's true afterall..Gosh, i just have to bear the excrutiating wailing everyday.

Sometimes she felt as if i was being rude to her perhaps the tone of my voice but by right, i was only reminding her..And out came the scolding..Sigh

It hurts alot mind you but i (us=family) will just have to tolerate.

At times, she will have doubts on my whereabouts but she wasn't like this before you see..

i do cried. shed some tears . But i can't help it that i'm sensitive. Luckily there's support thanks to him..thanks to eheh n nad..hee~

Weird thing is, sometimes she behave so strangely like a baby..Yea! You know, the kind that seeks attention..Totally out of this world :S..

[What's Ur Problem?]

Yea..Work Blues rather than Monday Blues..I guess being a temp. staff is not entirely enjoyable at all. It can be both ways good and bad.

The good part is:
+ Ur not responsible for any mishap whatsoever
+ U have a routine job. (easypeasyjapaneseey)
+ U don't need to dress up (like to the Oscars) everyday to work..like, hello..who's going to notice us anyway..

and..

The bad fart (part) is:
+ Exploitation of manpower
+ Putting petty blame on us
+ Extortion of Authority (I mean what's that again..??)
+ Irritating customers who just want things to go their way

so yeahh..U peeps should get what i mean..

<Period>

I know this might sound crazy to some of you. But i'm not usually the kind who blogs and write journals. However, just to try something new. Why not blog? Hahaa..

Anyway, a fresh new blog should depict a fresh new start in my life. Somehow, i've done cramming or so to say gone through my horrible A's. Now, i'm just growing white hair waiting for my admission to You know Where..Hopefully, God has grace on me and to all others who are in the same boat as me! :)

At the moment, being a receptionist is not that bad for a temporary job. Although, the work is super mundane despite the ultra easygoing workload. It's more like routine. Having said that, ironically i am working now while typing this entry..hAha!! Thankfully, the office is pretty small. :) Well, infact i should consider myself kind of lucky as right smack infront of me is a LCD TV. Though, no such programs like Spongebob that i can entertain myself with..Hehee..

Life is pretty simple for me. Having to live under the same roof with 3 other siblings and my wonderful parents, i've learnt so much from them. Well, there's too much things to say.. You'll get it along the way.


Cherios! :)